I Miss You badly . . T.T

Hello people ! Long time didn`t update my blog liao lo . After SPM liao now dunno wat to do , so bored rite ?? Haiz , althought I`m going genting on 26 but without you I think no point also if I go . I just miss you so much , wondering when can we talk like last time liao . T.T I know you are working now , hope you do really enjoy your working life . Yea , you may hate me so much . But you were the reason why . Feeling not good always , do miracle really happen ?? Used to happen once liao de , but doesn`t last long . Good luck !! Good night everyone , REMEMBER to appreciate the one now ! Wish you were here . The song on top was so awesome !! IMS !

11 more days to go only !

         11 more days to SPM liao but I still not yet touch my book . Die liao . T.T When can i say i miss you again , and all the sweet night text ? Well , maybe is true about wat ppl say , you can hide everything to any where , you just can`t hide your feelings from your heart . I`m trying so hard to study but when i take out my book , it reminds me of you . I know , I`m useless can`t do any thing rite . I`m trying to make the biggest change for you . This song on top is so awesome ! Well , good luck to all SPM candidates ! Fight for everything . Jia you ! Gambatte ! To other blogger , I`m just a beginner , give some comment ya .

I need you so much .

                 Hello , after waited for so long at last you reply ! Yeah ! and i pass my undang test liao , woo hoo !! But my SPM syill have 13 more days oni then I`m going to death ! I not yet even touch my book . But I still feel uncomfortable , maybe it really change . Yea this song on top has lot`s of meaning . I just need you so much . T.T

I Miss You badly . . T.T

                                 


                Where you go ? I miss you so . I`m still waitng for you . I would wait and I don`t care how long it takes . I`ll just wait . Miracle happens ? I really hope it would happen one day . I`m strong in every thing , but you were still my weakness . I can`t stand too long for this . I`m sorry . Take care .

I Will Just Wait for Miracle to Happen

  I know annoyed you so much , I`ll remain silent . Go on with your happy life , i would just back off  . If I really made a mistake , forgive me pls . I can`t sleep well since you leave me . T.T You can just scold me if you wanted too . I dun mind at all , i just dun wan to lose a friend like you !

I Will Just Wait for Miracle to Happen

http://www.google.com.my/imgres?q=silent+man&hl=en&sa=X&biw=1280&bih=872&tbm=isch&tbnid=MFItK2kKOPRNhM:&imgrefurl=http://flickrhivemind.net/User/mikeautry1/Interesting&docid=fkznjRAs8Ox4AM&w=500&h=375&ei=oJ6SToWvHMfKrAeaxsysAQ&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=191&vpy=418&dur=575&hovh=194&hovw=259&tx=141&ty=98&page=4&tbnh=150&tbnw=201&start=74&ndsp=24&ved=1t:429,r:12,s:74Maybe , I annoyed you so much , I`ll remain silent . Go on with your happy life , i would just back off .
        http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPpaTQPJuEM&feature=related 

               If I really made a mistake , forgive me pls . I can`t sleep well since you leave me . T.T You can just scold me if you wanted too . I dun mind at all , i just dun wan to lose a friend like you !

My Little Heart We Just Belong to You !

• Is this all wat you plan to be ? Pls ! Dun leave me alone , i`m so afraid . I had enough i just hope that miracle happen between us , ppl hope to have miracle , but i just hope to have you by my side . Yes , I`ve made a mistake but give me a chance to change , can you ? Run for peace that day , i just hope to see you but i just couldn`t , yea maybe 10k of ppl too many till i can`t see you . Is really so dissapointed when my friend say wanna leave that place , I`ve no choice but just to follow them . Haiz , I try to work from morning to night , monday till sunday just trying to get rid of you out of my mind , it was way too hard for me , if my mind could let you go but not my heart . I really miss all the phone call that we did , midnight , cares , scolds , every thing from you . I`m just to happy when you scolded me in the past . Why could it stops now ? Remember , we used to solve maths question with phones ? Eat ice-cream , yea maybe you say i do that to everyone , but i just fees different ! I gave you some thing that follows me for years , you return it back to me ? Why ? It was just yours ! I miss you badly . Every night i just go to bed with a hope that one day you will just reply a good night , but every morning when i wakes up , is only a text from digi and friends . I can`t sleep well since I didn`t hear your voice . Your sweet smile , your cares , yours songs would be the one I will remind the most . Never forget it . Pls dun leave me can ? If one day , we would be catch on the same day and , the one who wanted to kill one of us , i would just stand and say , kill me . Because no one gonna get you hurt , and you can go and find for your happiness . I just need your shoulder badly . It's hard to let go of people who are important to you but twice harder to see them fine as you let them go . I might say I`m fine , but inside my heart is breaking so bad ! </3 I`m so afraid without you by my side . Hey peeps , I`m a new blogger , do give some comments ya .Forgive me if I smile , it’s just to hide my fears. Forgive me if I laugh, it’s just to hide the tears.

Paper Without Ink , is like My life Without you !

Hey peeps , how you doing out there ? All going good ? Sorry ya , I`m a new blogger so my blog is not creative at all . Yea , it`s so sad . i wanna talk to you like what we have done last time . I seriously miss you voice so so much . You`ve said we could just be like time , but now every thing have change . Why ?!? I do really miss your scolding also . T.T Remenber , i have all kind of sickness , that makes you laugh niether smile for a second ? I do have many things more to write but when it come to blog the feelings like can`t be told neither express it ! I just wan you to stay beside me that`s all . My request too much for you ? Every time , I`ve text you , i just hope to get your reply . I`m still waiting for you reply . Always when I receive a text , I just pray there were just your text .  I really know how it hurts , enough d , i can`t stand for so long . Yea i`m not afraid of any thing , i`m just afraid of losing you . Can i beg you not to leave ? I will do watever just dun leave , I`m suffering every night sometime you help me to make a choice ,, but when you were not here I think I have made so many wrong choice . It hurts lot`s , i can`t stand it any more . I promise what I`ve promise ! If i say I`ve promise means I`ll keep my words for you ! My life would be so empty without you ! Is like a white paper without ink you know ? </3 I need you by my side seriously . I`m sorry .

I`m Sorry . .

Hey peeps , how you doing out there ? It have been a long time never update my blog d . My life would be superb sucks without you . You do really hate me so so much ? Haiz , I know I did a mistake that makes you so dissapointed I know i shouldn`t do it , but wat I`ve done is done , could I turn back my time ? Yea , usually I`m the one who hurt others , but now I know who it feel , is painfull ! </3 Yes , I`m trying to give up , but it was so hard because once I closed my eye , you were like my nightmare , you know ? Before then moonlight comes out , I`m worrying who would i be with for tonight , because when the sunrise I still have my besties to talk with, when always come to night time , I`m afraid ! I`ve tried to talk to them but I always dunno wat to talk bout ! Yes , we used to get so closed , cares . Now I know , a claps sounds , won`t happen if you have only one hand ! T.T   There is a thing inside the bottle , that has follow me for years . I dun wan you to open neither to shake it because is not suitable yet . I know , wat I`m saying makes you fell annoyed . I need some time , don`t you ? I seriously wanted to talk with someone although is just for while , but is still your voice that I wanted to talk to , wondering when some more I could talk with you neither to see you . I know maybe I`m seelfish , dun care bout others feelings , but i mean to change myself . I`m sorry through it all , is my mistake . I`m willing to do any thing just to hear your voice . I`ll buy a house but not big , just to put our memories inside . Life`s goes on , time wait for no one . I`m trying !  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZh4q9vNTdU&feature=share

chicken poks life suck !

Hello frenz , how you doing out there ?? Long time didn`t update my blog d . WOW ! One word to describe CHICKEN POKS LIFE ! SUCKS till the MAx !! Imagine if you are a out going guy and never stay at home one , of all of sudden stay at home for weeks ! Didn`t get to go out ! Damm bored ! So after so long staying at home , wanna go shopping d ! Haha , but next week exam le lerh ! HOW ?!? Dun care so much lo , haha ! Hope can go out shooting for sure with some pro to get some experience , maybe it could be one of my choice , PHOTOGRAPHER . But , yea on this 2 weeks of mc and after i watched spin master 2 , i realise only Dj gonna be in my future , but can i go for it ? My parents like keep pouring cold water on me make me fell like i did a fucking big mistake ! Izit Dj is not a good job ?? Yea , club till mid night ! That`s a Dj life . Wat`s wrong with it ? Hope you guys support me . Yea maybe i dun have a bright future like wat my fren did , doctor ?? lawyer ?? cousin ? studying acc ?? so wat ? This is wat i wan hope i could have my own life i dun like to tied up with boring job ! So guys enjoy life ! Yea support my bro mix ya ! http://www.mixcloud.com/ffmichael/3motion-breakdown-episode-32/ so this is a mix from my bro , Dj Emo ! enjoy the mix ! Dj is my life , ppl would ask why would you choose this way , i would answer when i hear beats it connect to my soul , so for my soul i would like to become a Dj ! So hope no one can stop me from Dj . Notin special !

Hello , welcome to my blog again ! Erm , started chiong my seni folio . Walao eh , enjoy this days with arts , in a sudden fell like so hardworking , with my dear art teacher that alwasy support and give me courage to finish up my folio as fast as i can , so will be hardworking for this feew days . Somehow , i also worried about my folio that`s why i hardworking a bit . Gonna work hard , and study smart . I seriously wish that i could study smart to =) I need some one to fix my pc !! ARGH , damm it can`t upload my picture can`t mis songs can`t do things i like ! This the second worst part of my life . (FML) you all know the meaning of it also right ?  Start working tomorrow le ! So , good night to every one ! Enjoy your weekdays too !

Busy day ! T.T

Hello frenz , been 3 days didn`t update my blog . cause too busy and fell really sick this few days . How you all doing out there ?? This few days really ruins my life with work , so sad that i think i couldn`t finish my art folio because busy of work . How a ?? T.T Hope my art teacher will give me another chance to finish up just one more week then i`ll stop working d . Hopes miracle really happen ! This few days was wondering am i choosing the right road ?? Any idea about it ? Time passes so fast , so fast skul holiday pass d , sad case ! More sad is skul life really make me feel like stop studying . Damm it ! 4 more month left to my biggest exam SPM how a ?? I`m not ready for any thing at all , well still working . No more working till skul holiday and saturday sunday . Really hope my art teacher would give me a chance bout my folio ! Fell so sick this few days also . Damm i wann ago take my car license , but mummy keep ask me got money anot la . Pec cek a ! Some more see my fren that go hear bout the undang d . Really ruins my fucking mood down . One word to descride the feelings now , FML [FUCK MY LIFE] really fell so bad . Haiz , After so long didn`t talk bout my parents , but you really make me dissapointed on you . Hopeone day i got my dream , but somehow you really dun fucking understand my feeling at all . You dunno how much hope i put it on you , and you just pull me down by saying few words . Really feel so down , i`m gonna live my life after my folio , works and all those important stuff . No more taking all the problem on my shoulder , how long can i last ?? Not long not long , it will become heavier and heavier it seems . No , i won`t let this happen in my life any more . My shoulder can`t affort so many things d ! I will seriously fall one day in somehow ! T.T

Fucking emo this few days ! sigh ! Is all about the cash problem ! If not i`m not that emo and won`t be sick . No choice , seriously i dun have a choice . If i had a choice i will leave every thing behind and just walk away from here . I wish i could ! =(

Guys , enjoy your skul life ya . Appreciate your parents and wat you got now ! Is not easy to carry eveything on your shoulder alone frenz . discuss with your parents bout all the problem you are carrying on your shoulder so long . Wondering why ppl had so good life but why i dun have ?? One word , FUCK MY DAMM LIFE NOW !!

My Little Working story .xDD

12/6/2011.
Sunday .



My first time writing blog , hello fren . Nice to meet you all ou there . Erm , from the past few weeks i started working at so many place . This is my first time working for so many places at a time . Morning work at i-city , after i-city go jusco to do a Polo Haus fair . For this two weeks , really fell exhausted , but wat can i do ? Is all about the money . Tomorrow gonna start skul life again lo , holiday passes like so fast , can`t spent my time with my fren also .


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