Paper Without Ink , is like My life Without you !

Hey peeps , how you doing out there ? All going good ? Sorry ya , I`m a new blogger so my blog is not creative at all . Yea , it`s so sad . i wanna talk to you like what we have done last time . I seriously miss you voice so so much . You`ve said we could just be like time , but now every thing have change . Why ?!? I do really miss your scolding also . T.T Remenber , i have all kind of sickness , that makes you laugh niether smile for a second ? I do have many things more to write but when it come to blog the feelings like can`t be told neither express it ! I just wan you to stay beside me that`s all . My request too much for you ? Every time , I`ve text you , i just hope to get your reply . I`m still waiting for you reply . Always when I receive a text , I just pray there were just your text .  I really know how it hurts , enough d , i can`t stand for so long . Yea i`m not afraid of any thing , i`m just afraid of losing you . Can i beg you not to leave ? I will do watever just dun leave , I`m suffering every night sometime you help me to make a choice ,, but when you were not here I think I have made so many wrong choice . It hurts lot`s , i can`t stand it any more . I promise what I`ve promise ! If i say I`ve promise means I`ll keep my words for you ! My life would be so empty without you ! Is like a white paper without ink you know ? </3 I need you by my side seriously . I`m sorry .

I`m Sorry . .

Hey peeps , how you doing out there ? It have been a long time never update my blog d . My life would be superb sucks without you . You do really hate me so so much ? Haiz , I know I did a mistake that makes you so dissapointed I know i shouldn`t do it , but wat I`ve done is done , could I turn back my time ? Yea , usually I`m the one who hurt others , but now I know who it feel , is painfull ! </3 Yes , I`m trying to give up , but it was so hard because once I closed my eye , you were like my nightmare , you know ? Before then moonlight comes out , I`m worrying who would i be with for tonight , because when the sunrise I still have my besties to talk with, when always come to night time , I`m afraid ! I`ve tried to talk to them but I always dunno wat to talk bout ! Yes , we used to get so closed , cares . Now I know , a claps sounds , won`t happen if you have only one hand ! T.T   There is a thing inside the bottle , that has follow me for years . I dun wan you to open neither to shake it because is not suitable yet . I know , wat I`m saying makes you fell annoyed . I need some time , don`t you ? I seriously wanted to talk with someone although is just for while , but is still your voice that I wanted to talk to , wondering when some more I could talk with you neither to see you . I know maybe I`m seelfish , dun care bout others feelings , but i mean to change myself . I`m sorry through it all , is my mistake . I`m willing to do any thing just to hear your voice . I`ll buy a house but not big , just to put our memories inside . Life`s goes on , time wait for no one . I`m trying !  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZh4q9vNTdU&feature=share