Hello frenz , been 3 days didn`t update my blog . cause too busy and fell really sick this few days . How you all doing out there ?? This few days really ruins my life with work , so sad that i think i couldn`t finish my art folio because busy of work . How a ?? T.T Hope my art teacher will give me another chance to finish up just one more week then i`ll stop working d . Hopes miracle really happen ! This few days was wondering am i choosing the right road ?? Any idea about it ? Time passes so fast , so fast skul holiday pass d , sad case ! More sad is skul life really make me feel like stop studying . Damm it ! 4 more month left to my biggest exam SPM how a ?? I`m not ready for any thing at all , well still working . No more working till skul holiday and saturday sunday . Really hope my art teacher would give me a chance bout my folio ! Fell so sick this few days also . Damm i wann ago take my car license , but mummy keep ask me got money anot la . Pec cek a ! Some more see my fren that go hear bout the undang d . Really ruins my fucking mood down . One word to descride the feelings now , FML [FUCK MY LIFE] really fell so bad . Haiz , After so long didn`t talk bout my parents , but you really make me dissapointed on you . Hopeone day i got my dream , but somehow you really dun fucking understand my feeling at all . You dunno how much hope i put it on you , and you just pull me down by saying few words . Really feel so down , i`m gonna live my life after my folio , works and all those important stuff . No more taking all the problem on my shoulder , how long can i last ?? Not long not long , it will become heavier and heavier it seems . No , i won`t let this happen in my life any more . My shoulder can`t affort so many things d ! I will seriously fall one day in somehow ! T.T
Fucking emo this few days ! sigh ! Is all about the cash problem ! If not i`m not that emo and won`t be sick . No choice , seriously i dun have a choice . If i had a choice i will leave every thing behind and just walk away from here . I wish i could ! =(
Guys , enjoy your skul life ya . Appreciate your parents and wat you got now ! Is not easy to carry eveything on your shoulder alone frenz . discuss with your parents bout all the problem you are carrying on your shoulder so long . Wondering why ppl had so good life but why i dun have ?? One word , FUCK MY DAMM LIFE NOW !!
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