I`m Sorry . .

Hey peeps , how you doing out there ? It have been a long time never update my blog d . My life would be superb sucks without you . You do really hate me so so much ? Haiz , I know I did a mistake that makes you so dissapointed I know i shouldn`t do it , but wat I`ve done is done , could I turn back my time ? Yea , usually I`m the one who hurt others , but now I know who it feel , is painfull ! </3 Yes , I`m trying to give up , but it was so hard because once I closed my eye , you were like my nightmare , you know ? Before then moonlight comes out , I`m worrying who would i be with for tonight , because when the sunrise I still have my besties to talk with, when always come to night time , I`m afraid ! I`ve tried to talk to them but I always dunno wat to talk bout ! Yes , we used to get so closed , cares . Now I know , a claps sounds , won`t happen if you have only one hand ! T.T   There is a thing inside the bottle , that has follow me for years . I dun wan you to open neither to shake it because is not suitable yet . I know , wat I`m saying makes you fell annoyed . I need some time , don`t you ? I seriously wanted to talk with someone although is just for while , but is still your voice that I wanted to talk to , wondering when some more I could talk with you neither to see you . I know maybe I`m seelfish , dun care bout others feelings , but i mean to change myself . I`m sorry through it all , is my mistake . I`m willing to do any thing just to hear your voice . I`ll buy a house but not big , just to put our memories inside . Life`s goes on , time wait for no one . I`m trying !  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZh4q9vNTdU&feature=share